After yesterday’s sob fest today I have felt  irritable and ready for bed about 3pm this afternoon. 

After i empty my bladder I am sometimes getting a sort of light pulling feeling and it kind of feels tight. 

On and the off I have had very very light aches like Period pains in ovary and back. 

It’s given me some more hope to keep fighting !

I spotted a Batman baby grow in a shop today and took a photo and labelled it ‘dreaming’. When I showed the support group they understood how it felt to fall for something in the hope one day they would buy it for their baby.

When I showed my picture to a colleague they made me feel ashamed and that I shouldn’t be doing it.

I am sorry but I need to feel positive and have hopes and dreams……

Off to get an early night and visualise my babies present or future ! 

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