Under the weather

Feeling so exhausted and snotty today. My virus has been dragging on for nearly 6 weeks and comes and goes as it likes.

I go to bed feeling fine and wake up in the night with both nostril blocked and reaching for the decongestant.

Today I hit a bit of a wall. As I train my replacements and discuss my tasks with my team leader I burst in to tears.

“Why are you crying?” She says. I was upset because I love my team and job and I could see myself staying there until retirement. So many years searching for a good job and i have to leave it.

This feels very hard, and however exciting it is to find more opportunities it is a big move.

I feel a bit emotional this evening and just want to curl up in bed. I guess it’s part of the process preparing for change.


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